The Ranting Thred

aww Susan! *Hugs* its ok hun... Mums can be pretty bitchy sometimes... I get it too, dont worry... you'll always have us to turn to xx <3

me+bill=luv4ever wrote:URGH!!!! Why do I have to endure this pain?!? I've tried my hardest, and my mom is yelling at me for forgeting to turning in an assignment! I can't take it anymore! I've got horrible friends at school, my mom yells at me for everything i do, my life just sucks... i just wanna get out of here.....

Well, I say you're not allowed to. Because I care too much to let one of my friends do something stupid.


GAH STUPID DOGS! Barking at anything and everything- WHY DOES TOMI HAVE 3 OF THEM?!?!?!

aww thanks Helz.. and i was just diagnosed with depression, so i hope i can get through this... but idk....

me+bill=luv4ever wrote:aww thanks Helz.. and i was just diagnosed with depression, so i hope i can get through this... but idk....

Wilkommen zu meine Welt. Well, Ok I have manic depression and have medicatio and everything... SO I guess you're not that bad. But I never want you to do anything stupid, OK? I've been there, done that, bought the T-shirt and ripped it...

ALWAYS remeber we are here for you, and we always will be. Well, I will be anyway *hugs loads and gives cookie* Now you eat that cookie and be a good little Susan

haha thanks... *eats cookie* OM NOM NOM! xD and i promise that i will try not to do anything stupid..( i can't promise that i WON'T do anything stupid cause i might not be able to control myself if it get's too bad...)

oh gott.... i almost broke my promise...i almost would have killed myself last night... my mom was yelling at me and she had disowned me and hurting me... i went crazy last night.... but my mom said she was 'sorry' so it's all better now....

why?!?!? my mom has finally done it. she had just stopped talking to me and when she did she yelled at me and when i tried to say something she said she didn't want to hear my voice and left... it hurts SO much...

me+bill=luv4ever wrote:why?!?!? my mom has finally done it. she had just stopped talking to me and when she did she yelled at me and when i tried to say something she said she didn't want to hear my voice and left... it hurts SO much...

*huggles* It'll be alright.... Trust me

And OMFG! Joanna and KayKaulitz- FUCK OFF, WILL YOU?!?! And no- just because I can't be bothered with my blog anymore does NOT mean that I 'finally killed (my)self! LOLOLOLOL!'. Dopey bitches, I hope you fucking die. I did NOTHING to you, and you say shit like THAT?! Why even bother though? This 'argument' is about 5 months old, and I have CLEARLY moved on... You say I haven't got a life when it's YOU who are dragging this stupid thing along. You can hate me all you want, and to be honest I HATE YOU TOO, but at least I have the common decency to know when it all got rediculous so I just bowed out gracefully.... Dumbass bitches.

If anyone wants to see what I mean, just check out some of the comments on my blog, and what they've been saying in the CHatBox thing I have:

Mien Tagbuch

Uchiha_Helenaka wrote:

me+bill=luv4ever wrote:why?!?!? my mom has finally done it. she had just stopped talking to me and when she did she yelled at me and when i tried to say something she said she didn't want to hear my voice and left... it hurts SO much...

*huggles* It'll be alright.... Trust me

And OMFG! Joanna and KayKaulitz- FUCK OFF, WILL YOU?!?! And no- just because I can't be bothered with my blog anymore does NOT mean that I 'finally killed (my)self! LOLOLOLOL!'. Dopey bitches, I hope you fucking die. I did NOTHING to you, and you say shit like THAT?! Why even bother though? This 'argument' is about 5 months old, and I have CLEARLY moved on... You say I haven't got a life when it's YOU who are dragging this stupid thing along. You can hate me all you want, and to be honest I HATE YOU TOO, but at least I have the common decency to know when it all got rediculous so I just bowed out gracefully.... Dumbass bitches.

If anyone wants to see what I mean, just check out some of the comments on my blog, and what they've been saying in the CHatBox thing I have:

Mien Tagbuch

thanks Helz... and don't worry It'll all be ok.. those girls are just jealous...

me+bill=luv4ever wrote:

thanks Helz... and don't worry It'll all be ok.. those girls are just jealous...

Thanks. And why would that not surprise me? They say that I'm not German, and Joanna's even saying SHE's the reason why I got kicked from the official UK Forum. She can fuck herself xD

oh gott i'm scared.... it gets worse everyday....i haven't gone to bed happy in weeks.... and my dad said that because every time he calls there's a fight he might not call anymore.... i don't want my family to end.... and i know that i'm not going to go anywhere in life cause my grades are horrible and i can't change it... for some reason it's too hard... i don't know what to do anymore.... i can't stand causing my parents pain anymore... i want to leave but i can't go anywhere....

me+bill=luv4ever wrote:oh gott i'm scared.... it gets worse everyday....i haven't gone to bed happy in weeks.... and my dad said that because every time he calls there's a fight he might not call anymore.... i don't want my family to end.... and i know that i'm not going to go anywhere in life cause my grades are horrible and i can't change it... for some reason it's too hard... i don't know what to do anymore.... i can't stand causing my parents pain anymore... i want to leave but i can't go anywhere....

*hugs loads* I've been through worse. Most of my Mama's side of the family hate her and her kids because my Mama married an English man, and my ENTIRE Papa's side avoids her completely and everything about her. They deny everything- even saying I'm not half German. Well- my Mama is German, I was BORN there so how the Hell can I suddenly not be half-German? it's so annoying. There's constant family disputes and everytime me my sister and my brother are dragged into it.

Running away doesn't make the problems dissapear- they only get worse. Believe me, I tried. And I know it's hard gritting your teeth and trying to bare it all, but sometimes- that's all yu can do

thanks i can't wait until i turn 18... then i can escape this place

me+bill=luv4ever wrote:thanks i can't wait until i turn 18... then i can escape this place

:huggles:
its ok Susan... you can come live with me when we're both 18 xx <3 ^_^

And then I can adopt you two and you can come live with me!

Uchiha_Helenaka wrote:And then I can adopt you two and you can come live with me!

Yeeeeey you already adopted me tho :p

True- but then I can do it properly xD xD

And here's a fat-off rant that involves lots of swearing. You have been warned.

Fucking bastard wanker fucktard shithead!!! What the HELL did I do to you, huh? Well you can FUCK yourself, OK? Just go. Leave me alone. I can't STAND you! I can't like what I want to anymore, huh? Well go die.

Uchiha_Helenaka wrote:True- but then I can do it properly xD xD

And here's a fat-off rant that involves lots of swearing. You have been warned.

Fucking bastard wanker fucktard shithead!!! What the HELL did I do to you, huh? Well you can FUCK yourself, OK? Just go. Leave me alone. I can't STAND you! I can't like what I want to anymore, huh? Well go die.

o_o... Helz!! whats wrong??

Just a lot. That's all I want to say...