In the living room, Gustav was sat on the couch, listening to music on his laptop as he browsed through old photographs of the band. As we got closer, I could hear ‘Leave Out All The Rest’ by Linkin Park through his headphones, and Georg poked Gustav gently on the shoulder. He looked up and removed his headphones, noting probably immediately that both me and Georg were in tears. “Ja?” he asked gently, looking at the paper in my hand.
“I...Want you...to read this...” I somehow managed to say, holding out the lyrics in a trembling hand. Gustav looked at my face, sighed sorrowfully, and took the song carefully. He smoothed out the paper a little as he read, his eyes slowly going from one side of the page, to the other, then back. After a minute or two, he looked up at me, and sighed once more. “Wow...I’m...I’m speechless...” he whispered, a single glistening tear trickling down his face and dripping onto the bottom corner of the first sheet. “I...Really am...”
“Do you think...Bill would have liked it?”
“Yes...He would...Tom...”
“OK.” I looked back at Georg, and he pulled me into a loose embrace once more as I felt my tears beginning yet again.
The next thing I knew, the dreaded day had come. I pulled on a smart suit, jet black of course, and looked up at my reflection. I had tied my dreadlocks in a kind of ponytail, and I adjusted the sleeve of Bill’s black shirt, sighing to myself. I was thankful that we were both the same size, but it felt weird wearing something of his knowing that I would be the last person to... I adjusted my hair once more, and looked at my face in the mirror as a single tear rolled down my left cheek. I sniffed, and wiped my eyes gently with the back of my hand. I sat myself gently onto the edge of my bed, took a quick glance at the walls of Bill's room (which I had redecorated with pictures of Bill and me), and slipped my right foot into one of my black shoes I had bought specifically. Once I had finished putting my shoes on, I stood once more, and looked at the picture of Bill laughing I had in a frame on my bedside table. I lifted it carefully, and watched as a droplet landed with a soft splash, salt water now covering part of Bill’s face. I sniffed, and wiped one finger slowly over the water, forcing it to drip off of the edge of the frame as I stared at Bill.... Thoughts of how I can never see him like this again flooding me, consuming me. I let out a loud sob, and broke down, falling to my knees as my body trembled with my tears. “Bill...” I whimpered, holding the photograph to my chest in sorrow and anguish. “I...I don’t want to...I...I can’t...say goodbye...Oh Gott Bill!!” I sobbed. I suddenly became aware of the bedroom door opening, and I looked up. “Bi...Bill?” I asked quietly, recognising the figure stood before me. I rose, and reached one hand out to touch his face.
“What?”
I shook my head, and saw Georg stood there, a slightly puzzeled expression on his face. I looked him in the eyes, and whimpered, practically collapsing into his arms.
“I...I saw...I saw him....”
“Shh...Tom, the car is here.... We’re ready....”
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